I went down to my grandparents house. They were nothing but loving and generous. My grandpa gave me a 2012 GMC canyon….I love him so much. I’m always doing something there. going to church. working the food pantry. I even spent the night at the church with a homeless family project. We go to lions club meetings. We always have breakfast lunch and dinner. it is absolute paradise. Today was my first day home. I’ve already contemplated self harm multiple times. No body missed me…they made sure I knew it. The dining room looks like shit (I cleaned it before I left and its been three week). there is so much laundry I must do. School is about to start. I can’t handle this…ugh…I just needed to type it out before I did something I may or may not regret.
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It sounds like you’re definitely happier with your grandparents, what would the possibility of going to live with them be? A change to a happier, more productive environment sounds like it could be something extremely beneficial to you.
They asked me if I could make it. I only have one more year. I’m a senior in high school…My choices were, stay at the school I’ve been going to my whole life and feel hated or move and feel loved…either would only be for one year. I said I can wait. plus custody battles suck and I have absolutely no clue how long i’d live in either place…