Has anyone never let anyone in before. Not out of fear but simply not caring enough and then met someone who they thought walked on water and was prepared to die for. I love her so much, it’s been 10 months 3 weeks and 2 days since she left me. It’s not like I’m a loner or anything I know loads of people who love and care about me. I could get another girlfriend who’s more attractive. But there’s something about her, I just adore and I don’t know why. It doesn’t make any sense and isn’t logical at all. She has confirmed repeatedly she’d never ever get back with me. It just gets worse as the days go on, wanting to opt out and to kill the people that helped break us up. All I’ve got to do is get up and go do it. Has anyone felt this way about anyone, does it ever get better? Can you ever be truly over them?
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Yeah, I can relate to your story. I knew someone who I loved very much. I thought the world of him. I felt that life was a harsh place, and most men can be cruel, but he made up for all the hell the world had given me. I was hoping we’d would last forever, but we didn’t. Like what happened with you, people would try to say anything to break us apart. They would poke fun at him because I was Transgender, and word got out somehow that I had schizophrenia as well as bi-polar disorder. So I was treated mostly as a freak, and anyone who would try to be friends with me were bullied along with me. So people would tend to avoid me. Eventually he began to take sides with the people bulling me, so I decided to end things and make it easier to rid himself of me.
Trans? Male to female? That’d be so hard to come out about. Bless you.