I just feel like I am the only person who really feels and thinks the way that I do. To me, everything seems like a dream, like one of these days I will wake up and things will be completely different. Who I am right now cannot possibly be the person who I once was and who I really am. Everything is hazy and I can’t remember that person clearly but I feel like I know that he exists, he’s just lost. This barely makes sense to me as a write it and I don’t think I would ever be able to explain it clearly to anyone . I just can’t figure out how I got to this point, how not one thing in my life can happen with out me being aware of, and overthinking it. Maybe it is just me.
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Hi Footyfan,
You are not alone in the way you feel at all. I feel like I am in a foreign body and someone is going to figure me out one day, I am so different than I used to be and I exhaust myself trying to get back to her but it will never happen. I just have to accept who I am and work with it, You express yourself beautifully.
Sherbear :
Thank you 🙂 Its really good to know that somebody gets it.
I have felt this very same way, disconnected, zoned out, numb, lost, at times so hazed out I felt like the world around me wasnt real! That was right before I completely shut down! Sounds like you may suffer from anxiety! Life sometimes overwhelms me to the point of disconnection! Clonazepam has been my savior, and works great to relieve the anxiety symptoms for me!