i cant help but feel that no matter what i do what pills i take who i talk to it, its never gonna be good enough. suicidal thoughts will not go away, the only thing that makes them dissapear for a minute is self harm, i hope other people understand but nobody i know gets it.
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I understand what you mean. I’m on medication and think of suicide often. I don’t cut myself but the thoughts i get. I’m sorry you feel this way =(
i feel like their is no escape, i see people walking around worrying about if they look ok and i am just sitting there hoping nobody realises what is wrong with me. its really good you dont take action but thoughts can be alot worse.
i understand, i think of suicide constantly too. i do not self harm, but i have been tempted to in the past.
if i dont self harm i will successfully commit suicide ive attempted and backed out because the pain would help, i wish i never had to do any of it but i refuse to give up because of my family never for myself
That’s very nice of you…though im sorry that hurting yourself is the only thing to help you refrain…I wish I could say something to help…but im afraid I don’t know anything that might :l
Its actually nice someone wishes they could help, that actually helps in a different way so thank you 🙂