Cant do this anymore!!!

You have my deepest sympathy, nobody should have to bury their child especially so young. I’ve seen first hand the destruction that losing a child leaves behind.

It destroyed my mother, before I came to breathe, they lost my sister when she was 10 months old. I believe that left all the goodness that was once in my mother to fester and decay, she became a horrid person, narcissistic, if only instead of dwelling on it, she had shared her experience with others that have been through the exact same thing.

Remember your daughter, for I know she remembers you and will be waiting for you. But let her loss be positive, in the sense it urges you to help others, comforting them in their grief, whilst helping yours. Don’t kill yourself, prevent others in the same position from suicide. Nothing heals a broken heart and inner wounds better than friendship and people who know exactly what you are experiencing, and vice versa.

Please…
Stop and think before you do anything else…
You are here because you need help, you need reassurance and sympathy, not because you want to kill yourself. Suicide is not a reality in which you want to live in. I assure you, you will have the sympathy, support and reassurance of many if not the majority of people on sp.

Be safe.