I´m total failure and I know my life is heading nowhere and I lived in endless hope, but now the hope is totally gone and I don´t want to live anymore in this freaking world .
Because I tried so much to be who I want, to do the job I want and nothing ever works out and I´m already tired from trying. And there is nobody that´s supporting me and is standing by me so yeah.
I understand how you feel, I was just wondering what got you to the point we are both at. Hey at least you aren’t an internet celeb stalked by hackers all over the world who due to a clever P.R campaign and some hacking tricks managed to have people all over the world declare jihad on you and who are in the process of trying to destroy the already horrible existence you already lived even more. What’s even more fun they somehow have all kinds of images of you somehow, even though neither one of your computers had a webcam. What’s even better is due to being unfortunately mentally ill I became manic and gave these people more ammo.
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Why do you feel that way? I am curious what is your situation and what in life made you come to that conclusion?
Because I tried so much to be who I want, to do the job I want and nothing ever works out and I´m already tired from trying. And there is nobody that´s supporting me and is standing by me so yeah.
I understand how you feel, I was just wondering what got you to the point we are both at. Hey at least you aren’t an internet celeb stalked by hackers all over the world who due to a clever P.R campaign and some hacking tricks managed to have people all over the world declare jihad on you and who are in the process of trying to destroy the already horrible existence you already lived even more. What’s even more fun they somehow have all kinds of images of you somehow, even though neither one of your computers had a webcam. What’s even better is due to being unfortunately mentally ill I became manic and gave these people more ammo.