All of us have so much in common. It’s both amazing and heartbreaking. Imagine all of us getting together and just chatting. Being face to face with the people who are really there for you.
There must be some alternate universe where all of us are happy, truly happy. No longer faking it, no more suffering, just happiness.
What a childlike dream.
We all may feel alone but we’re alone together. Even if it’s not face to face. The first day I posted on here, I was in a very dark place. More specifically, I was standing on a bridge looking down at the water. Wondering. What would happen if I jumped? Who would miss me? What would people do? Would I no longer feel this way? I was completely alone. I’ve redirected everyone away from me because I know how much pain I brought to them.
I’m not saying that I’m cured. Not even close. But at least I now have others to rant to who understand my suffering.
Thank you. xx
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I’m happy that you didn’t jump. This is a nice place to post how you’re feeling.
Yeah, I never had the guts to tell someone the truth while being in the same room as them.
I don’t think a big enough outlet will ever be able to handle the sheer weight of human suffering. It’s infinite. I don’t know where to go, nobody does.
Well said. As much as we believe otherwise, people can make a difference. And I think we have a good thing here. It is rare to have a safe place to vomit out the bad and still find others that will at least lend a good thought or just listen and reflect.
As for that alternate universe, it’s a good thought. I only wish it were true.
I’m glad you’re here.
(hugs)
I hope you’re feeling alright now. 🙁
Yeah, a world like that would be nice…