I don’t know what to do. I am stressed out and dont think i have the energy to get through yet another day. I don’t have anyone to talk me through anything since we moved. Noone cares. I am pretty sure if I died tonight, I wouldn’t be missed. I am tired of helping everyone, And putting on a happy face when nothing is okay. I want to die right now.
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im not in the same physical location as you, but it doesn’t restrict the ability to listen to talk it through with me…
Thx but it is too much to expect anyone to listen too anymore
It’s okay. What’s the matter? I’m up for listening to anything and everything thats up
Is there a way to private message on here. Too much to keep putting in posts like this
Basically a lot of PTSD and I can’t get over it now….like I am stuck and nothing won’t get better….it only gets worse. But the pain has grown to be so bad that I can’t live with myself or love myself anymore. I have pushed away a lot of friends some days because I just can’t make myself care about life anymore.
i’ve just made an email account that you can use to send me anything… s_proj@yahoo.com
I emailed ya
Try listening to a song you really like, or eatin’ some ice cream. Okay, that sounds really lame, but really. Maybe you could call someone up? Just try to remember those moments you had when you were happy. Remember those people that matter so much to you. Remember something special, even if it’s gone now. Think about the future, and know that it’s in your hands. And you will shape it into something beautiful. Draw something. Read something. I recommend John Green. There is still so much to do in this world. And it needs you, even if you don’t realize it. Everyone has a purpose here.
STAY ALIVE,
XOXO
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Remembering something special when they’re gone is another source of pain.. 🙁 Memories are like painful reminders of something you can never have again.. I understand jellybeanz28.. I am soo tired of being there for everyone and no one being there for me.. I am tired of reaching out to people whom I thought cares for me.. I am just way to tired of living… too tired of getting hurt.. too tired of caring.. too tired of pretending.. it might end for me sooner than i expected..
Thanks synthaxe for understanding and not trying to be like others who like to make it sound like everything will be rainbows the next day. I am sitting here right now after no sleep all night. Its sad when the only thing I feel anymore is pain. The idea that leaving this world behind is calming to me and I am not sure I should be in that frame of mind and feel ok about it.