This is me, the bubbly, fun, loving person with a side people dont understand. Lately me and this boy had a thing and it all went to shit and I keep cutting and having bad suicidal thoughts, sometimes I think about taking my whole bottle of pills just so I wont feel pain anymore. My arms burn more than ever and I havent been eating, my stomach hurts and just makes me so upset and I cant eat nothing, my family is getting worried and I dont want them to send me anywhere, I dont want to feel this pain and I want it to go away. Please help me.
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You will survive this. I know that was a cold thing to say, but in time the pain will fade and you can find someone else – maybe someone that is better for you. Just don’t bottle it up inside or try and run from it – this is something you need to go through not just face. If you keep moving and you go through this, you will emerge a bit wiser, know yourself better and know more of what you want and more importantly, need.
Please think about ways of dealing with the hurt other than cutting. Cutting leaves not only physical scars but emotional ones. I know first hand how good it can feel to cut when we are hurting and in despair, and if you need to you might consider talking to someone that can help you.
– peace
Get rid of the boy for one thing, and talk it out with a close friend for another. Someone who’ll understand, yeah? I don’t know the specifics of your relationship but it obviously ended up being highly toxic, and as with actual toxic material — you dispose of it. The self harm and such will subside with each notion you take to’rds moving for’d from this relationship. That’s the best you can do.
It’s going to be hard, but then again — this is no easy day.
Just from your picture, you seem like a person that I would love to talk to in person and become friends.
Part of my problem is living in the past. What I have done, I can barely live with myself. Knowing what I did. I was never forgiven for the people that I “harmed” and the stuff that I did will never be forgotten by them. Or by anyone that knows what I did. I did it. I got caught. I lied. I keep lying. I never was forgiven and I never will be forgiven. And I have to live, knowing that I am to blame, everyday that I am a mistake.
I am sorry to hear this… It sounds like he is not nice…
You have pretty blue eyes. You shouldnt let that guy ruin your life. You deserve better than that.
Love those eyes by the way…