The ‘no harm in trying’ spell no longer works to motivate me. I think of my failures, how it became almost constant, and I just lose faith in any light of hope.
Now, there is ‘no point in trying’ at all. Everything isn’t worth it anymore.
Living in a country in which the majority of its people has very little, if any, empathy on ‘suicide’, I really don’t think killing myself is gonna change anything. People do not care.
I’m stuck. So badly. I just can’t go on.
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Funny I just wrote a post like yours. (But longer and more of a rant.) FWIW from one suicidal person to another, I care.
i care too. and you do matter. but life does nt get better. i wish i had done when i still had the confidence to through with it.
fake a smile
get a job.. then a wife.. then a kid..