since we are not allowed to discuss methods can anyone tell me of a website or something were we can? i dont want to complain about the hell i am stuck in anymore, i need to figure out how i can end this soon since i will probably ruin things somehow for someone the longer i live. i cant do anything right thats been that way since for ever and thats how its going to stay ive come to accept it. what i cant accept is more years of pain 32 is enough. is there groups for people to meet up and help each other or anything if someone knows of any post or email me thanks. i’m in california
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I would like to know about a website also…
Until then, I am thinking about sbc.
Don’t know if you will understand the abbreviation.
I don’t know any sites either, but Anderson, sbc? That sounds risky. What if it fails? Won’t you be even worse off? But that’s just my 2 cents….
i dont know what that is? what about those who have been members and were courageous enough to go through with it? do you know what methods they used?
I think hanging, guns and drug overdoses are up near the top of the list
i agree but i dont know were to get illegal ones and the one i would want to die with ******** is suppossed to be really hard to find. i’m too clumzy i dont think i would be able to succeed with hanging or guns
I’d go with what’s reliable. I have read over a million times how unreliable overdoses are, but sometimes I wonder if that’s just a tactic just to keep people from even trying. Still, I’ve read tons of failed attempts with overdosing. You just have to have “the right stuff” and mix it with things. I think people just don’t do it right. They either don’t take enough, or they take enough, but they end up being discovered. I’m kinda choosing the slow way out right now, but I still think about the day that will likely come where I have had enough, and won’t want to wait anymore. I feel like when it comes to it, you won’t even think twice. That’s probably why there are so many hangings… I bet a majority of them are “spontaneous”, and not planned.
thanks to everyone for their input. will you keep me posted if you find something good? i wonder if members of this site would want to meet up at all if possible to discuss what options we have. at least those who are over 21 and in the area. im in california
I used to work at a mortuary. The majority of the suicide patients that passed through chose asphyxiation, overdose, gun wounds, defenestration/jumping, or indirect suicide (sbc, soldiers with suicide notes, i.e.) The majority of them also suffered a great deal, mentally and physically, during the act of suicide (as evident by our examinations). They were not prepared in any sense for the intense feeling of dying. Many also left behind hastily written suicide notes and very, very surprised family/friends.
Please, think carefully about the ideas above.
The most effective method of death is hanging. If you do your knot properly, even if someone cuts you down, the damage done to the big veins in your neck usually kills you in the next 24-48 hrs.
i’m not smart enough to figure out how to do that effectively by my self. i hope eventually i can meet someone on here or somewere else that will have compassion and help me. i’d rather not linger around for another 24 or 48 hours pain. it would be just a bother for those around me and i’m trying to sort of go out quietly if possible