Hello, I am 15. I am suicidal, I guess. I don’t want to die, but I know I should. I feel the need deep within me. Basicly, I’m gonna spare the details. I am a liar. A big one. I lie about everything. Whether it be how I’m feeling, or what I’m doing, or my life as a whole. These fantasys I create, make me seem interesting. They make me feel like my life isn’t just a drop in the ocean. Ie: I have made up a story about how I used to drink alot, and sleep around. Which is only parcially true. I’ve had sex once, and have only gotten drunk once or twice. But the lies just keep comming, and I can’t control them. I can’t stop, no matter how hard I try. And there are too many. And I guess that makes me a bad person? I deserve to die, I see no reason as to why I deserve to live. I am a liar. A fake. My friends are leaving, my family don’t care about me. No one will miss me. So please, do something for me. Tell me if I’m a bad person. So that I can die certain.
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No, you’re not.
Let’s start that everyone invents stories. All the time. It is not so bad to invent them as long as you don’t hurt anyone. Including yourself. It’s all fine.
If you want to talk about it, here’s my e-mail: vorkonzert at gmail.com (@instead of at). Maybe I could help you.
My life wasn’t easy either. =)
I agree with LittleBead. We all invent stories. It happens. I don’t think there is ANYONE on the planet who hasn’t. At 15, you have so much time ahead of you for things to work themselves out. Learn from what you’ve done and move forward. Don’t be so hard on yourself.
No But you need to cut it out there is nothing more infuriating than a person who constantly lies even about pointless shit & they do it so much it’s even over pathetic stuff & other people know they do it because they do it all the time.
all i’m sayin is be careful dude you come across the wrong group you’d probably get bullied so be careful with that kind of behaviour, me & my friends used to know some kid who used to do it we would terrorize the shit out of him.