can’t cut. made a promise. not that he’d find out. bars. captured. trapped. prison. burn my skin. bubbling. blistering. open. exclamations. under my breath. laughing. you asking. why. makes me better. the panic attacks. stop. fade. breathing. meditation. calming. focusing. on the pain. think it’s stupid. don’t want me to do it. again. scarred. regret. not now. not then.
self-mutilation. punishment. feeling. don’t have time for that shit. oblivious. addicting. no deep. well rehearsed. reason. i need it. simple fact. if i don’t have that. hold it all in. bottle it up. no outlet. nothing. no way to deal. handle. cope. heard that’s unhealthy. and my words will betray me. won’t talk about it. to anybody. vague. cryptic. frustrating you. killing me. humorous. stop trying to dig so deep. yes there’s more. to see. hidden. curtains. obscurity.
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It’s like each word or phrase is a cut
captured. exclamations. makes me better. meditation. on the pain.
oblivious. well rehearsed. bottle it up. to see. obscurity.
why did you pick those words/phrases out?
I don’t know your pain.
The words are what I can understand.