I lost him. And just to think that things were just starting to get good. I lost the only thing that meant anything to me. The only person who could make me feel something. The only person that made me feel like life was worth giving a damn about. What the fuck is “love” anyways? What makes it grab a hold of you and shake you apart so damn hard? Why? Why do I have to feel anything? Honestly I’d rather feel absolutely nothing than this shit. I’m over this feeling. It’s like the pit at the bottom of your stomach that lets you know that something bad just happened but you can’t do anything about it. And if you maybe, just maybe, make things better, they never actually get better. They wither apart and droop in sorrow. So yeah, I may be a stupid kid but I know that I never want to feel like this again. I’m done.
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What is your definition of love? Is your life not better in having spent time with this special man, even though you two had to go your separate paths for now?
I agree with everything you said, lostandgone :O
I know how you feel ???? but I lost her
I mean I know how you feel 🙁
Love is not all it’s cracked up to be. Yeah it feels nice but in my experience it’s just been an excuse to treat me like shit. So for me I’m not a fan of love…not anymore. Respect means more to me than anything. I don’t want anyone in my life who has no idea what respect is or how to show it.