3 months ago my fiance committed suicide. My whole world has been torn apart. He was my soul mate. And I miss him so much. I’m going through so much right now and don’t know where to turn. On top of that my daughter walks all over me and I just feel like giving up. She hates me and I just ask myself why am I still here. I have no reason to live on. I was the one who could never understand how a person could kill themselves. But I do now. When your at your lowest and it seems like no one is there, no one you can talk to, no one loves you, and you just want the pain to stop. You want it to be over. I have prayed and prayed. I love my children but I’m in so much pain right now and I just don’t see a way out. I don’t wanna hurt anyone because I’ve seen the aftermath of suicide. But I can’t live like this. God please forgive me.
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I’m sorry for your loss. Words probably can’t describe the situation you’ve been going through. I know things are tough with your daughter but ending your life isn’t the solution. If it’s possible, maybe some individual or family counseling can help? It seems like perhaps your daughter is struggling and you’re dealing with the brunt of the consequences. Maybe an outlet for those struggles will help. There is always a solution. Sometimes you have to ask for help because life throws a curve ball. You mentioned prayer. Have you sought spiritual counseling?
You are loved. Right now, when you’re struggling, it might be hard to see that. Talk to someone. Your life is worth it.
Distant road gives some good advice enelik. It’s going to take a while though, there’s no quick fix to the hurt you feel. One day at a time hey. Much love to you 🙂