I’ve tried to not give up and started living again, but I come back to my dark side. Fuck this, fuck all of this, it’s not gonna get better, no signs of improvement are showing. I’m destined to be alone and a failure, everybody ignores or leaves me and I’m gonna be a fuck up, I have no hopes, no dreams,they all died along time ago, why am I even pushing further, when I don’t have the will or effort to even do it. Enough is enough, I’m gonna kill myself.
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Please don’t, we can get through it, i know how you feel but please feel free to talk to a suicide hotline, thats what im doing. It will help, we will find the light in our dark side soon <3
I hope you change your mind about this.
there has to be some solutions to the issues in your life
have you sought to see a counselor or a psychiatrist?
No, my parents have been through a lot, I don’t want them to know about my depression or that im thinking about suicide
To say your parents have been through a lot and then you commit suicide, I think they’d rather know you’re suicidal now, when they can do something about it and get you the help you need. I know it’s hard when you try to move forward but nothing seems to change, nothing gets better for you, and the idea of it all being over can seem a nice one, but it’s not easy as it sounds. Depression is a bastard to live with, I think about suicide myself, but there is help out there, whether you tell your parents or seek help on your own, please try.
short n sweet n to the point. i like it and feel the same way bud! best of luck with death and all.