For me, It’s hard to talk about this. I can’t express my feelings since I don’t know what I am really feeling. ¿Am I too empty? And I don’t want to sound weird. But I got to a point where I don’t know what the fuck I am feeling. If I’m in love, I don’t know what love is, I only know for medical fact that I’m sick, down, depressed and well tired. But why the fuck am I feeling like this? I can’t really tell. It’s strange. I’m really feeling that I will not make it this year, It’s just the first month and I am already feeling like giving up, thing that I’ve never thought before. I mean, I was aware of my condition but I’ve never felt like giving up. So, what’s happening? What am I feeling like this? Is there something I could do? Is it cause of everything I kept inside all these years, and I’m finally letting them out? Is it?