i’m back i needed to come back and iv said it all before but fuck it no one is going to read this any way
i have no friends (minor problem)
i have a girl friend but the relationship is crashing (i can live with out her but its the trying to save it cos i love her bit that is killing me)
i’m watching people win everyday when i lose i walk in to rooms and its like i’m not there (witch in some cases is a blessing) i miss some one who i should of let go of by now, i spend my days sitting in my room alone feeling sorry for my self. i want to be able to tell a story and for people to listen not tell me to shut up, i want the room to go quiet when i start to play and sing, i want to have some one who i can chill with and chat to, i want to know how every one els dose it how they get all toughs people loving them like there gods like there people magnets.
in short
i’m so fucking lonely i’m tired, i’m sick, i’m depressed, and iv tried so many times now to pluck up the courage to just go fucking die but its so fucking hard and i cant tell any one who i can hold or hug no one i can love and feel the love back… i’m trapped here.
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hey bud,
warriors prescription is: join a gym. start givin’er your all and pumpin it out. get a good way to express and funnel these feels out. get into some MMA and focus the frustration and aggression. when you find the environment thats conducive to your growth you’ll naturally connect with other people. you got qualities other’s want. be confident in that. if you sing? sing your heart out. if you play music? band and pluck it out. record your shit. start doing something. don’t get caught up in the thoughts of comparing bullshit. leads to nowhere and nowhere ain’t fun.