Is it possible to actually die of boredom? I’m desperately hoping so. For the past few months, it’s been just so boring. School is a waste of time. I get all A’s, a B, and a C. I spend the day learning useless factoids that will never be necessary in later life, and then maybe go home and play music, and then just watch TV and eat ice cream before going to bed. Then, the game begins again. The weekends are just a continuation of my after-school activity, and they’re boring too because I remember that school is a day or so away. I have no friends. Sure, I talk to people casually, but I don’t connect with anyone. I guess people think they connect with me, but no one just gets it. It’s just all so meaningless and pointless. At this point, death would be a welcome gift.
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Isn’t that the truth. Idk when it happened, but at some point the horrible reality set in that life really is just meaningless. Games, books, movies, friends, travel, none of it helps. My mind is flooded of what other world is on the other side of the grave. If I die will I traverse into another dimension, ascend to heaven or hell. be reincarnated, or will I just rot in the ground for all eternity..? I ponder this while on auto-pilot carrying out menial tasks. Life seems so simple. We all have a place in our community, working ourselves up to the top or just staying put where we are. A giant food chain. There’s the government at the top and the homeless and poor at the bottom. No matter where you go or what you do your fitted into a sort of system humanity has created. I often hope some sort of sickness will send the world into an apocalyptic state just so I can focus on survival.
Skip past the rambling and here’s my point. Life is boring. It should be a scientific/mathematical equation. Simplicity x Boredom = Life or (Sb = L)
If life were less simple this wouldn’t be a problem. If it were less boring this wouldn’t be a problem. Am I supposed to party and do drugs to stimulate my brain?? Life seems to just be a side show on the road to death.