Well I’m finally to the point where I’m ready to go. I’ve been a waste of air these past few months anyways. I thought soo much better of you, but as always, you never fail to disappoint. “Did he say anything about not being able to see his son for his Birthday?”. Yeah, I heard all about it like always. Your hurting him the most out of all of us.
But I forgive you, mainly because I have to. I guess a lot has to do with the fact that despite what you’ve done to me, I still love you. Must be unconditional love, who knows. I will however never forget what has transpired, neither will you. I’ll be keeping close tabs on my son, helping to guide him through life. I’ll have my fatherhood back and you won’t ever be able to take it from me again. I can’t think of any better reason to go.
I hope that this experience helps you to realize that for every action, there is a reaction. Every single person in this world directly affects other people as well. Take care and be good to our son, give him all of the love that you wouldn’t allow me to give him myself. And most importantly, start loving who you are…the real you, not what you’ve become. God Bless Babe
-J
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Are you OK?