The tears can’t stop coming out. I can’t stop hyperventilating.
She’s gone. I’m never going to see her again. And yet, she’s alive and well.
There is no worse feeling. I thought what I’d felt last winter was harsh. But that was nothing.
I’ve lost. I’ve lost so much. Someone help me. Someone please fucking help me.
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I just lost the one I love too and it’s the worst pain ever. I think that it’s another way to die. I still can’t get over it but I know (too) that he’s alive and well and I’m thinking, how can he be fine with knowing that I’m dying cause of him? It’s simple, he doesn’t care. And I understand, I know I have to move on. And eventually I will. It’s just that right now hurts like hell, but it’ll pass. I just have to wait.
I’m sorry. If you’d like to talk about it, I’d be more than happy to listen or to exchange grievances.
I’d like to, but here?
I’ll send you an email to the address that’s on your profile
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