I have never felt like I belonged. I’m different. I’m not weird or anything but I have no interests in life. I never have. I have always felt alone even when I’m with somebody. I stay here because I have responsibilities. Everyday I come closer to just ending it all. I have bad days and then I have really bad days. Nobody understands me, so I pretend to be content with my life to make it easier on my family. Inside I’m dying. I’m suffering. Life wasn’t meant to be lived by me I have known this since I was 12. I am not meant to be here. I think god made a mistake. Why can’t I die in an accident or have cancer? Why are those ppl so lucky? I don’t get it. Take me! I’m just so tired of waiting for my turn.
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I feel you , i have similar case, i just dont belong in everywhere , iam different more like iam abnormal , iam so dense i cant hold conversation iam so embrassed about little thing iam weird, i always panicking and do something non sense , no one understand me even my family hate me everyone talk about me in my back