Urgent! Please help! Part 2

Hey again. So most of you guys said to try to talk to my parents and possibly change schools or go to a counselor. Good advice but what I left out was I would talk to my parents, and they really would try to help me as much as possible, but they are the kind of parents who would be super concerned and constantly on my case. They are like that even when I’m just sick. I know some of you might say they might be calmer or understand, but they just don’t know when to let it go. I feel like telling anyone will make my case harder and more complicated. Now about changing schools, all the public schools in my town are the same. They all have requirements as to how much homework, how many tests, quizzes, exams, and essays minimally for the year. I hate how our public school are all controlled the same, so switching here wouldn’t work. My parents can’t pay for private schools, let alone moving to a new house. I do wish I could get a new start but at my age everyone already has “clicks” and so I would probably have trouble finding new friends. I have tried going to my school counselor and another one in the area, but they treat me like I’m 5 and are like “Talking to your parents can only help you get better” ok went over that, and “Join a new friend group or join some sports in and/or out of school” been there, done that. I just don’t know where to find help. Also regarding the poetry I will post some in the future if you would still like. Thanks for listening, I know I’m taking up your time.