Why am I still here? All I do is fuck everything up. I’m a home wrecking whore who should just die. I fucking hate myself and I hate living. I want to die.
Unbrokenangel, why are you still here, only God can answer that question. He must have a purpose for you. I don’t know what my purpose is at the moment either. I’m still here & I’ve practiced on myself.
I doubt that you are solely to blame for “fucking everything up”.
There are a lot of people who care here. Contact me if you want to talk.
I had that thought for a long time since high school. I questioned why am I here? Why do I have to do all this shit and get nothing in return? I guess with hard work and a lot of shit piled against you, things get easier and better later. I’m not a very patient person but heck, things did get better when I got to college. But now things suck again. So I guess it becomes a cycle. Hang in there mate. Stay strong. Pour your hatred into changing yourself or things around you. You can do this.
Hmm this sounds familiar…. I know where you are… It hurts.. Try and hang on I can’t say it’ll get better because I won’t sugar coat things and I can’t predict futures.. Stay strong
Please, please understand that high school is just a fraction of life. I wanted to end things in middle school and high school so many times. Life is still hard, don’t get me wrong, but it’s NOTHING like high school. Looking back at the way people treated me during that time, both kids and adults, it seems just like kindergarten. The kids haven’t yet learned how to be kind, reasonable human beings, and the adults don’t respect you as an equal. But that changes so quickly. Just hang on.
Love yourself, completely ignore the haters, and find something that makes you feel passionate, happy or excited, whatever that thing may be. You’re going to be ok.
If I’m understanding your situation right and you were involved with someone who is married or in a committed relationship, the person whose home you “wrecked” deserves more blame than you do. People often unfairly lash out at the “other woman” or man, when it’s the person in the committed relationship who bears the most responsibility.
I’ve been the “other man” in a cheating situation a couple of times, and while I’m not proud of that, I wasn’t the one cheating on my significant other and breaking the trust of a loved one. Don’t be so hard on yourself.
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Belive me, ding is not the solution dr!
Let time pass,, it will heal you despiting the whatever matter you hv faced! 🙂
Unbrokenangel, why are you still here, only God can answer that question. He must have a purpose for you. I don’t know what my purpose is at the moment either. I’m still here & I’ve practiced on myself.
I doubt that you are solely to blame for “fucking everything up”.
There are a lot of people who care here. Contact me if you want to talk.
I had that thought for a long time since high school. I questioned why am I here? Why do I have to do all this shit and get nothing in return? I guess with hard work and a lot of shit piled against you, things get easier and better later. I’m not a very patient person but heck, things did get better when I got to college. But now things suck again. So I guess it becomes a cycle. Hang in there mate. Stay strong. Pour your hatred into changing yourself or things around you. You can do this.
Hmm this sounds familiar…. I know where you are… It hurts.. Try and hang on I can’t say it’ll get better because I won’t sugar coat things and I can’t predict futures.. Stay strong
Right now I just want it all to end. High school sucks.
Please, please understand that high school is just a fraction of life. I wanted to end things in middle school and high school so many times. Life is still hard, don’t get me wrong, but it’s NOTHING like high school. Looking back at the way people treated me during that time, both kids and adults, it seems just like kindergarten. The kids haven’t yet learned how to be kind, reasonable human beings, and the adults don’t respect you as an equal. But that changes so quickly. Just hang on.
Love yourself, completely ignore the haters, and find something that makes you feel passionate, happy or excited, whatever that thing may be. You’re going to be ok.
If I’m understanding your situation right and you were involved with someone who is married or in a committed relationship, the person whose home you “wrecked” deserves more blame than you do. People often unfairly lash out at the “other woman” or man, when it’s the person in the committed relationship who bears the most responsibility.
I’ve been the “other man” in a cheating situation a couple of times, and while I’m not proud of that, I wasn’t the one cheating on my significant other and breaking the trust of a loved one. Don’t be so hard on yourself.
I don’t know if that’s helpful, but there it is.