*i want to apologize in advance. These are the things I can’t say to the man who promised the world and took everything I had left.
I can’t do this anymore. I can’t deal with you pretending I don’t exist one day and making small talk the next. I don’t want to live waiting for the day you decide to start caring. The things you said about me that night are killing me. Was there ever a time that you loved me, or was it all lies? I’m so tired. You only text me when you’re sad or upset, but you ignore me when I need someone. Don’t act like you don’t see me falling apart. Don’t say you know what I’m going through. You’re not here for me now. Don’t come to my funeral. You were the only one I could talk to and now you don’t care. I may be the one pulling the trigger, but you never tried to stop me. Don’t pretend you didn’t see this coming and don’t act like you cared when I’m gone.