help

you know i feel depressed i feel like i really shouldn’t be here anymore i feel like i don’t belong here on earth or anywhere. I know this sounds lame or dumb or you’ve heard it before i know and i’m sorry but god damn sometimes you have to understand we’re human to you know. I’ve just been down more then usual. I don’t feel like myself anymore for some reason. I feel like i’ve just lost all hope and its just bringing me and others down. Should i just end it or should i wait and see if it gets better like people say it will. I want to wait so i will but what if it doesn’t get better. what if all this that people say is just a lie to make us stop “whining”. Can some one just explain what i feel please cause i dont know whats wrong with me. i know thats dumb too its my own body im suppose to know whats wrong with it but i dont i really im just………… lost……….. i dont know what to do help me please. just help me. i need to know that im worth something that ill actually be worth something in life.