I want to die!
– But I kept thinking what my family would feel, I am looking for hints as to how they would accept my death. I dont want to be selfish and just kill myself without thinking of what other people whom I think, would not care or people who I wouldnt even have the slightest idea that would care would feel if I committed suicide. I am waiting for the right time that I think that nobody would ever care for me, then its alright to die. the funny thing is it never happens, everytime I have the urge to commit suicide, someone or something would magicly make me feel happy, contented or will give me the slightest hint that he/she/it cares. I think that a little possitivity in life would make us appreciate even the very simple things that other creatures in this world does and it would make us understand the true meaning of individual happiness…
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You and I are uh… Similar. I Want you to know, though, that people you…. Touch. Like, leave a mark on their hearts and minds will never let you go. Try as you might to find a time where you aren’t wanted, someone is going to give you c call. Maybe invite you out for a drink or something, who knows? But it always happens. Isn’t that a sign? I think that you complete a life or two. So stick around. You may be surprised at what you see. Who you have touched.