SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME I NEED SOMEONE SO BAD!

It’s funny sometimes how world works. Sometimes I feel quiet the opposite. Some people so lonely, some people want so much to be left alone… We are pushing, we are pushed… Watched some anime, girl there was alone too, she cried: “Someone, help me”. Came morning, she put some usual clothes and as usually went to her work… Only her cat watched her leave. I wonder why people long for another one. Other one can hurt us…isn’t better to be alone? More safe? And friends is just an another luxury. Another girl said, that she afraid her boyfriend. “Why she is with him then?” – asked I. “To be alone is more scary” – I got reply.
I wonder, why it’s so scary…what so scary in it…? Emptiness? I can feel it sometimes too. But then remember some things, which people can do. Bad things, good things, and fill it with some trivial things. Like some favorite show. Some favorite snack. Some says that these things make us to experience turbulent emotions and this way we mature… It’s true in some way, if we overcome them, in some way, we doesn’t bothered by them anymore, we doesn’t feel a necessity in so. We “matured”. Some say that’s a whole point – to evolve like this, similar to this. But not physically of course I mean ^_^ I wonder, why do you feel lonely, Christina? Not alone, but lonely.