I just recently was discharged from a psych ward. This was my second hospitalization. I’m still suicidal and have been for a long time. My parents told me today that I need to “try harder to be happy.” I’m just sick of hearing shit like this.
I just feel like dying, how am I supposed to stop all of a sudden. I just don’t understand their logic. I’ve been struggling with depression and self harm for about 8 years now (since I was 10 years old). And haven’t felt happy to be alive in about 2 years. My suicidal thoughts / planning have increased and became more intense lately. My 2 hospital stays haven’t helped. I just feel like a lost cause. Sorry for rambling.
You’re beautiful and perfect and I love you. You’re hella rad.
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Your not a lost cause and you sound amazing…..
You’re so sweet but I’m so fucked up. Its hard to not think of myself as broken. But you’re so sweet thank you so much
My mother tells me what your parents say too.. She also says “people choose to be happy, you need to make that choice and commitment”. Funny, I always laugh at it because she is part if the reason I am do fucked.. I can relate to you on a few levels from what I’ve read in this post and the one above.. If you’d like to talk personally I can give you some contact info
I’d love to talk, and this was the first thing I ever posted so the one above wasn’t from me. But thank you so much. Its annoying isn’t it? People saying that does more harm than good. I think you’re great and very sweet.