Just some thought’s….

I know how you feel, where is the fuking acknowledgement? I bent over backwards for others on many occasions but find that I’m just being taken for granted.

I’ve never quite figured out yet how to be valued by others and remembered/respected. But then I think it’s not really our fault, it lies with others. They’re simply selfish as fuk, when we fix their lives, problems, they forget about it….until they need us again…like an old wrench in a toolbox.

Unfortunately my ties are too close that I can’t withdraw my support-since I would end up breaking long-term relationships and others would suffer also. But I find ways to curtail giving my sage advice/counsel and assistance to those I don’t like as much. Also sometimes I give advice that might not lead to good outcomes, I’m pretty tactical in that sense.

I just wish I could find one great girl who thinks I’m great and would follow me to the ends of the ends regardless of what happens. Nowadays, women (at least in my city) wouldn’t give you the time of day unless you make a 6 figure income.