I find it odd that I’m unhappy with my life and that I feal useless. I have a place to live, a family l, and a girlfriend that I love. Why do I feal like this? I just doesn’t match up maybe its just the pills talking or the razor….not like I would know. I cant take it much longer…. My girlfriend shes messed up like me she has a special friend made of metal and so do I. We got into this argument yesterday about it I pulled out mine a told her if she continues to call herself things that arnt her ill make a cut….im up to sixteen…. I fear that she’ll continue and…and the cuts will keep coming. I’m not taking back what I said as much as she pleads and crys. I will kill myself if she doesn’t stop. I dont want that to happen…she needs me and I need her….
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Perceived pain isn’t comparable.
You could be a billionaire and still be depressed.
Juuust take care of yourself, smoke some weed, take up yard work make money be outside, go to music festivals. thought i was going to kill myself EVERY year when I was 15, was hospitalized a few times, there are a lot of cute girls in there who are weird and cool. 29 now, still think i’m gonna do it every year but life gets better, it really really does. Especially if you arent some main stream fuckhead.