Lost and Alone

I’d say im in a similar position to you. I too feel completely lonely. I’ve been having tragedy after tradegy for the last year & a half, leaving me in a constant saddened state. I wake up not wanting to face another day in misery and saddness. I used to be sociable, outgoing, looking forward to the future and life, I used to have a wonderful loving girlfriend, I used to be Happy. I keep fighting because my father has cancer and I have to help look after him. Unfortunatly he’s slowly deteriorating, no signs of getting cured, its torture having to watch a loved one slowly die in front of your eyes and not be able to do anything. My mother also needs me and my support threw these hard times. If I didnt have them maybe I wouldnt have coped and opted for another (cowardly) way out.

I could go on and on talking about my missery… BUT WHERE IS THAT GOING TO GET ME !?!!?
Absolutely nowhere, that’s for sure. Theres no point feeling sorry for oneself and trying to make others feel sorry for you. In the end it’s you the ONE who’s feeling it.

I still have hope, I know i’ve been happy before and I can become it again. If you’re talking about a sister and mum I’m guessing your quite young, you still have years and years ahead of you, and you dont know what’s round the corner, No One Does!! Tomorrow something astonishing might happen to you. Pssst!… Do you want to know a little secret… you can make that astonishing happen. Just remember: No one else in the entire world is going to solve your inside problems for you. The only person who can is yourself, and you’ll learn and grow as you do. You have the power to change your life, it’s not easy. Just do not be afraid to do what you need to do to make that change, trust me.

Good luck my friend, you dont know what’s comming round the corner! Don’t give up hope.