Too much love?

This happens to me, I think.

I love everybody, but try to avoid all closeness because everyone has broken my trust in the past-everyone that I have let know that I care has hurt me. I care, but no one else does. I crave intimacy and loving relationships, but I’ve never been in one- with anybody- signifigant other, family member, or ‘friend’ (who has those?).

I cling to people. Become attached very easily. My only ‘happy/safe/content’ place is in other people. But that doesn’t work because no one is, or will ever be, happy, safe, or content with me. Instead, they use me.

Needless to say, trust has gone out the window.

I think, what I’ve been trying to say, albeit in a verry scattered way is that you are not alone.

I love you.

That’s my nature, and I couldn’t change it if I tried.

I love you. Care about you. Covet your existance. Even though I will never meet you, or probably hear from you again.