Does the depression or the results of the depression hurt more?
Does the cut or the fact that I can’t hold hands hurt more?
Does death or the hole caused by death hurt more?
I have OCD, depression, and a fear of weight. For a girl in a christian home, that is the stupidest thing ever. I feel so ungrateful when I think about why I am the way I am, but I can’t change, and I don’t want to. I will be like this forever… or as long as I live.