Alice loved this so much Alice wanted to make it it’s own post, Alice feels like it needs to receive the attention it deserves Alice marvelous at how simple yet touching these words can be. So true Alice agrees it is so true
Save me? No.
But when I had someone who loved me, I was stronger and could take the unending waves that threaten to pull me under.
When I had someone who loved me, I had more confidence in myself because there was always that constant reminder that someone had inexplicably chosen me.
When I have someone who loved me, I had reason to hope because someone saw a future even when I couldn’t.
When I had someone who loved me, I didn’t feel so alone because someone was always there to share their day with me.
When I had someone who loved me, I didn’t feel so cold because there was someone to hold onto.
When I had someone who loved me, even at the darkest moments I saw light…
I still was depressed.
I still slowly got worse.
I still wanted to cut.
I still sometimes thought of killing myself.
But when I had someone who loved me, I was able to make it through it all somehow.
Would it save me, no.
But it makes it easier to go on.
It makes it easier to hope.
It makes it easier to try.
Because when I had someone who loved me, it didn’t feel so easy to die…
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This guy loves me but its hard for me to accept it because I hate myself so much. At least once a month he tries again and its been this way for a year now.. I loved being with him but I can’t help but feel like he won’t fully accept me because he’s going to college and hopefully the NBA and I stopped going to school because I couldn’t pass my 9th grade year and this year will be my second time repeating all because I have no motivation. I can’t tell him that. But knowing that he loves me the way he does and doesnt stop trying makes me feel like it would be ok but I don’t know… Ugh
I know it’s hard to ask such things, but you really should. I can understand what that’s like though to some degree. I have friends who like me, but I often wonder if they knew certain things about me that would still be the case.
I sent him a screenshot of this post and he replied saying he loves me but I think what I wanted him to say was why am I on thisnsite and of I wantedo talk about anything.. He knows I have depression but we never talked about it at all. He doesn’t understand or doesn’t want to. Idk..
Very true indeed. I like that.
holy fuck cope. dis gewd. alice u sexy hoe