My friends, do they know how unhappy I am with life? Just curious. They notice I’m always the first one awake as soon as the sun starts coming up but do they know that when I’m laying with my eyes open I’m thinking about death and some more shit? Or that when I get frustrated its nothing controllable and do they notice my triggers? Do they notice I don’t laugh when they joke about people with depression or other mental illnesses?? Should I explain it to them?? How do I do that??
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angel little ,
I’m a little confused, if they know your depressed and they make jokes about others then they are messing with you, you can’t make people who don’t care, care, besides do you really think can help? if they don’t understand they can’t help, your friends are right here, we listen. we know. you shouldn’t share your feelings with everyone you know.
I never said they knew. If they knew I’m wouldn’t have posted this. My question was how do I explain to them my situation
I’ll make an assumption here and say that you are fairly young and so are your friends. So to answer your question, no I don’t think they know or understand your situation. Immaturity leads them to joke about mental illness, unfortunately. I think it would help if you tried to educate them about your experience. How to do it? Not entirely sure. Maybe it would be easier to do it on a one-on-one basis. One friend at a time. See how that goes.
Yes I’m 16 but they’re all older by a year or two. I was thinking the one on one but they’re the type of people to tell the next person before I do out of concern and have an intervention..