I always find myself coming back here when I lose hope. I post and you amazing people reply and I somehow get the strength to pull myself together.
But honestly guys, I want this to be the last time I come here, because I want to leave this world, for good.
But it is hard, the only two people I think about when I make up my mind to end it all are my Mother and Father. They will be shattered. Is there a way to make sure that they will be ok with my committing suicide?
Please help, I dont want to carry a guilt to my grave. The guilt of hurting the only people who love me.
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if have tried every option to stop your pain and your problems and you have just failed, i would say you can suicide in such a way that it looks like an accident.
but first fight as much as you can
Yeah by leaving your car on in a garage with your iPad out with the window down. Suicide ain’t all that. You will still have to deal with your problems. Yet I’m sometimes suicidal but I drink my way out of it lol. It makes me free instead of having to deal with what is sometimes a shitty world.
Also there is pretty much no way other than grieving and crying and saying what if, if there son or daughter commits suicide. What if I had of been different and the rest of the blame game sucks but its true. Depends if your pain out weighs everything and you have practically tried everything under the sun including drugs and therapy
I feel the same way. My parents are in their early 70’s and they will be devastated. I worry about if they will make it or I’ll be taking them with me. It’s another thing to pile on the rest of the regret, guilt and pain. It just never ends.
If you keep coming back here for strength, then by all means continue to do so as long as you need. That’s what all people are here on this earth for. To support one another through the hardships of life. Just by sharing your pain and troubles I firmly believe that you’re helping others too. Like many, many posts I’ve read on here, the feelings of the writer resonate with me. At times I’ve taken comfort in simply knowing that I’m not alone in how I feel.
@Krank, thanks, and I agree with you. It is a big relief to know that you are not the only one suffering and that people read your story. I think most of us give up because we have no one to share our pain with.
That is why I keep coming back, because people listen and respond. It is very important to have someone listen and respond in kind.