i forgive you

I doubt that anyone I know in real life will ever think to look on this forum to find my posts. But if they do, I want them to know that I forgive them.

Mom and dad, you weren’t always right, but it wasn’t for a lack a of effort. You tried your best for me for almost 42 years. I appreciate it all. Thank you.

Brother, we didn’t always see eye to eye. We had disagreements, but I remember the good times we had. Take good care of your kids and yourself.

Sister, we were best friends growing up. You are still special to me. Thanks for trying to help me. You did your best. Take good care of your husband and my nephews, and yourself.

S., you have to wave the flag alone now. Sorry. Be strong and remember me when we win.

P&L&family, even though we are not as close anymore, I remember the good old days with fondness. I appreciate it all. Thank you. Take good care of one another.

G&A, thank you for everything you did for me, and everything that I have asked you to do after I’m gone. I’m counting on you. I know you won’t let me down. Take care of each other and the kids.

Son, Daughter and little Daughter, I love you with all my heart and soul. I forgive you and I hope you can forgive me, too. Thank you for all the love you gave me. Take good care of each other and your mom. Hugs and kisses forever.

My beautiful girl, I know I’m nothing to you now, but I used to be your everything. I hope you allow yourself to remember me for a few seconds when I’m gone. I want you to know that I loved you with all my heart and soul all the way to the end.

I forgive you for all the pain you caused me. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, too. Please read the letter I have left for you. I hope you are happy in your life without me. I really mean that.

I want you to know that the last image I saw was that of your smiling face. The last thing I said was that I loved you. Thank you for making me the happiest man alive with your love. I will always love you. Forever and ever. Good bye my pretty-pretty girl.