“I love you more” ….these words are haunting me now. I used to say them to you, when we were in love and together. Now, you’ve said you’re done, that nothing can save our love, our lil family. So it’s true. I do love you more. I love you so much I can’t stand not being without you, talking to you, can’t stand you not in my life. One day that you’ll be with another man, in love with him, in his arms, making love to him, calling him baby. I can’t take that pain, and you won’t save me. Told you I’d kill myself and you still won’t fight for our family, still won’t stop my pain. I need the pain to stop, I just need you. No one else can make this pain stop. I DON’T WANT ANYONE ELSE EVER BECAUSE YOU HAVE ALL OF ME, ALL MY HEART, ALL MY SOUL, ALL MY LOVE, ALL I AM! And you won’t save me….you’re not here. And all I want is for the pain to stop. For me to die. The hope of our family being together again is the ONLY thing keepingme from sslicing my throat….but how long do you really think I’ll be able to keep that hope in my heart baby, how long do you think I can take the pain until I can’t take anymore?? A minute, an hour, a week, a year? Not long. I need you, why can’t you see it. I know deep down you still love me, but why do I have to love you more……….