People always look passed me. I never for positive feedback in groups at the psych hospital but the next person did and everyone before me did. Which is why I don’t normally speak out. In society as well, when I’m with friends and have a story to tell no one ever listens. I used to raise my hand in school and never got called on when I wanted to so I stopped and started failing. I got attention but not the good attention. Why? Can someone not look passed this.
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angel little ,
you sound like a very serious person, you need to smile, you need to tell jokes, when you tell a story make sure it’s funny or interesting, they are the people that get attention, you should take a class that forces you to interact, practice!
I’m actually the opposite of serious and that’s probably why people look passed me. But I’m so aloof without trying that’s why I come off as serious. The situation when I was in group we had to write forgiveness letters to the person that hurt us the most and read them out loud.. I was nervous because I had never spoke out about what I was going to write and I knew if I didn’t read it I wouldn’t get my points for the day so I just accepted what had to be done. I don’t show emotions so no one could tell how scared I really was. Everybody that went before me burst into tears when they read their letter and got feedback and tissues and my group leader said everyone needs feedback so when I was my turn to read about how !t brother raped me when I was 11 I choked up a little bit didn’t cry and I guess that told them I was ok and even though I was supposed to get feedback I was the only one that didn’t get it. I wasted my time telling a group of bitches that dont care something a never told anybody about hoping to get help with it and never got it. It hurts thinking about it now
angel little,
Sorry about that, what I’m trying to say is during your whole life you can count your real friends on just one hand, when everyone knows your business they use it as a tool to bring you down, you need to get over the rape, it happened, not your fault, a lot of bad things happen in this life, move on, don’t allow it to haunt you, that’s worst then the actual act. don’t allow it to take over.
I know that I only have few and I’m over it already its just the fact that no one really cared and I think that’s when I got over it.
angel little,
true, yeah I found out the hard way myself, sorry if I sound a little rough, I’m much older than you, I’ve been through it all, it took years for me to figure out how to battle all these road blocks, I don’t want it to take you years, you need to be happy.