Fuck. Shitshitshit,
i relapsed again.
i can’t hear “YOU have to make things better” or “don’t expect everything to be handed to you on a silver plate” because fuck you. I know that.
I think I’m gonna try again tonight. Who knows? Maybe it’ll work?
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Hey nothin wrong with relapsing again. youve got your whole life to get it right dont be so hard on yourself take your time dude
I’m not sure what your vice is, but I’m a recovering heroin addict and I ALWAYS will be a heroin addict. Relapse is all a part of recovery. The more you beat yourself up for relapsing, the worse you will feel and the more you will feel like using or giving into whatever your addiction may be. You have to take it a day at a time, as cliche as that sounds. I wish you well on your recovery. Keep in mind it doesn’t matter how long you’ve abstained, that addict will still always be hiding somewhere inside of you, that’s why you have to be extra careful. Please don’t be hard on yourself for being human. Recovery is a *****. I’m here if you ever need to talk or need support.