Does anyone feel like that people who say that “talent has nothing to do with success if you keep practicing” or “don’t give up your dream! :3” or something to that effect are only people who have been so far successful therefore wouldn’t know what the fuck they are talking about? The notion that everything can be that easy if you have the passion for it or the drive and you work diligently? ANYONE can have those things! but is what gives other people the edge is something genetic? sure someone can study techniques and maybe learn to use a new tool. but guess what?! someone talented can learn those and in the end still have an advantage. point is sometimes it all boils down to luck and I have still yet to catch any sort of break or to just even find a reason to start liking myself again…
I just turned 24 last month and I have never been on a date or shared a kiss… I know there is a chance ill always be lonely but I at least accept that . accept that know one could ever love me because I don’t see anyway I could ever love myself. there’s just NOTHING there to like AT ALL. I don’t have anything I’m good at… at all….EVERYONE IS GOOD AT SOMETHING BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS THE THING I CAN DO?! wasted 7 years in a 4 year college course in Fine Arts because guess what? I thought I would be improving eventually! hahaha what a joke that was. So I am a useless, fat, kissless virgin loser and guess what? I’m not even a pleasant person… I’m just so filled up with hate its hard for me to act friendly and out going… I try but I cant help but think I’m making a fool out of my self whenever I attempt to. sometimes I feel life is just a big popularity contest…
Anyway I know I’m just a spoiled whinny retard you do not have to remind me. Its just that I cant help feeling like this at times when I remember what a useless piece of shit I am. I’m also graduating next month if I don’t fuck anything else up. I just want to get some sort of job and move out of the house and stop being a burden to my parents and one day hopefully ill be able to pay them back . They really are the only reason I haven’t killed myself …
I know some of you might be thinking “is this guy for real? this guy is like the stereotypical loser on a TV show!” I’m just that pathetic …. although to hear my folks say how proud of me they are…it just confuses me(how can that be?). but I smile and pretend I believe them…
it would be nice to have at least 1 other person who believes in me…
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I believe in you! I don’t know you, but if you’re living, breathing, making an attempt then what’s not to believe in. However, it sounds like the ‘one’ person you want to believe in you is YOU and that’s the only one the counts.
unluckystranger ,
“talent has nothing to do with success if you keep practicing” or “don’t give up your dream!”
In most cases it depends on what your after, if you want to be a sex symbol it helps to be good looking 🙂 attitude isn’t enough for the masses, if you want to be a movie star! if your funny looking it’s best to take on comedies roles, wanting to succeed at something is 99% based on whether or not you fit the part, can’t turn a sows ear into a silk purse, like it or not, however! you can turn a silk purse into a sows ear! ironic isn’t it? depended on what your trying to achieve, most the time you have to look the part, it didn’t matter if Einstein looked crazy, cause he had brains! there are lots of beautiful people that have no talent and thought their good looks was enough and get nowhere, so no matter what you do practice makes perfect, talent is important to succeed in that role, and presentation is important, for people to buy in it. we all feel certain feelings in our souls, but convincing people is another story, bad example! a 300 pound woman shouldn’t dream of participating in a bikini completion, sorry 300 pound women reading this it’s just an example 🙂 they say you can do and be what ever you want, well how far you get is another story.