I’m 20 and in my second year of varsity. I have a history of cutting myself and have tried to kill myself a few times, putting myself in hospital once. After a lot of effort and the help of my boyfriend I was able to move past it and break the habit. But now he and I are having a really rough patch. We have nothing in common. He’s Mr Logic while I’m immensely emotional. He doesn’t make me feel wanted or special. It feels like he looks down on me a lot. I’m not even sure if I still love him any more. My friends are telling me that I should leave him, but I can’t. I’m afraid of what will happen to me if I lose him.
This is above all the stress of my assignments, tests and my part time job.
I feel like I’m going to implode…