It’s funny how I ask to be normal. I wanna do normal shxt.
Like I wanna have a normal day. Get out of bed, shower, eat, go to work, come home and go to sleep. I can’t even do this.
My day is more like wake up crying [cause I wish I were dead] cry in the shower and don’t wanna eat. Call in because I’m too sad to work or go to work and cry. Then have insomnia all night.
Ppl take for granted the ability to have a simple day.
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But now if/when you recover, you’ll appreciate normal so much more than the average person and you’ll be happier in general
That’s the dang truth! I’m so jealous of everyone who can fall asleep easily. It’ll get better though. I believe in you. If I had a cookie, I’d share it with you. Then maybe for a moment we could feel normal. (:
i don’t have insomnia.But i know having it maybe is always like tiring and not fresh. I have spent my major part of life in sleeping. i TOO don’t have a simple day. i DON’t have a routine nowadays. you are not alone. did you try sleeping pills?