hi ..I always feel lonely and unloved Im always afraid to try new things I always feel nervous when there’s a new event in my life it feels like I will do some mistakes again ..and I can’t think of any positive things maybe because of too many bad things happened to me when I was a kid ..I’m always bullied by my classmates and there’s no one like me because they said I’m ugly. even my mother and father always saying that I’m ugly and I’m just a thrash in their lives ..that’s really hurtful when it comes to your own family that your hoping that will lift you up when your feeling down..and now my I’m so so sad I’m 21 and I can’t finish my college I’m still in my first semester ..I’m always scared I’m too clingy with my high school friends but they’re gone coz most of my friends have their own family now and I feel so so lonely.. I’m loosing interest of doing anything ..there’s no one there to talk about this ..my ex bf are just from social dating sites and I don’t take them serious .