F uck you I’m not breaking,
I t doesn’t matter how much I’m aching,
G ritting my teeth to stop them shaking,
H elping hands always there remaking,
T he smiles and the laughing creating,
T he Fuck you I’m not breaking,
H ead to toe I may be quaking,
E ven then I won’t brake.
D epression will keep you awake,
A sking yourself “whatsa matter, is that all you can take?”
R ight so you shout “let’s see how far it can go” despite what’s at stake,
K nocked down, you whisper to yourself “get up, just get up” praying to the trinity,
N owhere left to turn you hear “you are more than your depression”, an answer from divinity,
E nabling you to realise “you’ll be fine, deal with it. It’s only temporary” in a land of infinity,
S tarting to rise, still fighting the darkness you remember “when you’re feeling
S ad, just imagine a t-rex trying to make a bed” and happiness will be in your vicinity.
15 comments
Procel,
hello! you always come up with something interesting!
thank you!
Rocketman
well fuck me! @rocketman how have you been??? its great to see you knocking arround this place!
Ah i needed to write something like this for a while, im glad you liked it!
http://suicideproject.org/2015/05/whats-your-kick-ass-catchphrase/
thats the post that inspired it 🙂 its good to see you buddy!!!
Procel,
you are one of may favorites! your a good person, yes procel I am human! and lets quit dicking around 🙂 life can suck and it dose, I feel sorry for everyone! all us poor bastards , I wish I had your email, we could talk everyday! just a thought 🙂 mine is recycling1000 @yahoo.com , and anybody that would like to talk to me one on one is welcomed.
you are one of my favorites! HA HA! Funny how you don’t caught it till it’s posted!
@rocketman naw shucks you will have me blushing! haha ive always enjoyed your company and your outlook, i dare say you are one of my favourites too, and thats saying something from us old timers! haha You know who i feel sorry for? not the members of this place, not the depressed and the suicidal i feel sorry for the ones who have never felt depression, because those people have no way of knowing true happiness when it comes along and they let it slip by, we on the other hand know the worst life can throw meaning we recognize the best of life when it comes around, we my brother are the truly lucky ones. we arnt the poor bastards, the rest of the world will never know just how great humanity can be, as shown by this sight time and time again, three cheers to the suicide project!!! lol, i shall work on an email to send, as you may guess im drinking at the moment so it wont be great but it will be original haha
Procel,
you are the best! I see you and I are on the track! we can have a lot of good conversations.
rocketman
i only keep the title of “the best” until you come back around!! afterall i was never the driving force behind… jacuzee nights? or something close to that, if drunken memory serves?
Procel,
well what do you say lets work on that together! 🙂
lol a revival of jacuzie night? you know i recon that should be something that we have to do at some stage, meet up, get some old timers, and newbies together for a proper night of jacuzie (wish i could spell that) with drinks, beer pong and maybe even a movie. if only we all lived in the same country!!!
Procel,
We do! it’s not distance! it’s commutation ! enjoying conversation and ideas, your right here with me.
ive always believed the same, but most people tell me otherwise, that you have to be face to face to comunicate, i say fuck that, ideas transcend everything, as long as you have a medium to share them in the sky is the limit. but could you imagine, if we ever did get the users together, in a resort/ retreat, run by a millionaire member of this place, imagine the fun of having nothing to do but wake up and get to know like minded people. a real world suicide project so to speak. if i ever win the lotto that would be my dream
Procel,
good dream to have! hey if you play it might happen! somebody’s got to win! I won 12000.00 once on a 2$ ticket top prize! I wish it was a 20$ ticket!!!!!!
Phew, today hurts…
Rough day
One of the worst.
Came here to distract myself
Eek what the hey–
Lol! Rotfl! [supposed to rhyme with ‘myself’]
Really what I needed most,
Awesome, awesome is this post!
Well, it’s time to
Kick some A
SP, thanks again for saving the day.
Ah Salt, the reason for the post,
meet rocketman, an old scholar i like the most,
no matter how bad the day come here and hear us boast
about just how awesome you are so hears a toast
to two awesome members that help me coast
through life, rocketman and salt two lads id love to roast
some prime rib and share a six pack or ten untill we all give up the ghost!
thats the way i look at it! ive a better chance of winning than the guy who dosnt play! nice 12000 is still a shit tone from 2 bucks! is it just me or has the rest of the sight gotten very quite?