I love my children enough to leave them before I cause any more damage. I know they will miss me but if I am around I could do so much more damage than if I were dead. At least when I’m dead that will be the last thing I do to hurt them.
I have got to go because I am done. There’s no more art, no more me, no more drama, and everyone can breath now. I can’t hurt you all anymore after this. You will move on and find better people to spend time with.
I’m selfish and narcissistic. I’ve no drive to live anymore. U would say for me to stay for the kids but I am sacrificing myself so they can have a chance.
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How old are your children? Are they in the house now? Just one thing is you really are going, write them a letter each and make sure none of them will find you…. I think when you have children you have to plan it… Your one last thing for them…. I don’t know what your problem is or whether you can recover. How long have you felt like this? What are you doing to them that’s so bad? X
I once owned a business and thought that I was actually bringing the business down. I thought it might fail because of me, because I felt stretched to my limits, because I didn’t have what it took to grow this business. I thought I was done. So, I sold it to someone with a degree in business, a smart fellow on paper. He was much younger than me. He could give the business what it needed more that I could.
He bought my business that I had spent 12 years building and destroyed it in 4 months. Boom..done..closed the doors…out of business.
Turns out I was better than I thought. Much better. Try not to believe what you’re thinking. It’s just not true.
you are not selfish. if you have done selfish acts in your past, then now do selfless acts and be a compassionate person.