I’ve researched several ways to commit suicide. Most of what I read indicate a limited amount of success. I’d never use a gun, too messy. I’ve always gravitated towards RX and OTC drugs, My first attempt was Seroquil. I didn’t take enough, You need at least 10,000 mg. I’ve considered sixty Unisome. From what I’ve ready it may or may notwork
I’m not actively seeking, but I have a criteria of events that will steer me that way. I dunno, I just can’t cope.
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Hmm, my advice is to forget pills, particularly Unisom (diphenhydramine HCl) which I’ve experimented heavily with. I’m not allowed to tell you the actual dosage required but trust me for most people it’s in the hundreds. As with most pills you’ll pass out and/or barf long before you get there.
What I do recommend is, if you truly can’t cope, it’s ok to knock yourself out for a while. If that will keep you from doing serious permanent damage to yourself, I think that’s a valid option. Sometimes after a good 24 hour sleep the world looks different. Of course this is all just the opinion of 1 suicidal person to another. I’m not exactly an expert on dealing with life myself.
ODing on pills is by far the least probable to kill you out of all the major methods. Most likely it will send you to the ER with some major health complications. Then you will be assessed and if they think you are a risk to yourself they will admit you to a psych ward. If you have good insurance, your chances of going increase by a factor of 10. They will ask you to go “voluntarily” but they can also get a court order if you refuse. They will try to keep you there for as long as they can. You will receive no help whatsoever. You will have to tell your entire story to ten different people. None of them are really listening. They just go by their check list. Losing your freedom will mess with your head. You will most likely develop anxiety issues, even if you didn’t have any going in. In order to be released you will have to lie through your teeth. Telling the truth will only keep you there longer. When you finally get out, you will think that maybe you actually did succeed in killing yourself, and this was just your own personal version of hell.
In other words, if you try, you better succeed.
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