Pain is thay friend you keep close as you cut. It’s what’s needed to survive the depression. Pain grows and is fed through self hate. Self hate can be acquired through any means, although some self hate is stroger than others’ self hate. The difference between me and you is that when you wake up, your nightmare ends. I used to live in fear of death. But i turned that fear into self hate to feed the mature pain that has been accumulated inside of me since i was born. That pain gave birth to a hate of life and everything that falls within that category of LIFE. I became a being of darkness to ensure that my pain is never healed and that my hate grows as well.
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You sound like you are in unbearable pain. What do you need?
You are a bleeding a lot. me too. nightmare is running.
And the true color drips. There’s no way to stop it. And i don’t want to. Pain feels good and its the only thing here. People give their bullshit lies of understanding. But they don’t know unless they experience it. And i will make christians pay for what they did to me
what did christian did to you? If some christian did something bad to you, it does not mean christians are bad. You seriously needs holy water for your purification.
Moonshine, I think you’re thinking of tequila. It’s different from holy water – it’s agape (Greek for divine love), not agave (Mexican booze).
yeah tequila is best
Not if it’s cheap tequila. I’d rather drink month-old holy water than that swill.
tequila has a lot of health benefits. Even a cheap one has many health benefits. Holy water does nothing. Its a myth that holy water helps in cleansing and protecting people. holy water will taste like any other water or sea water.
Drink tequila and taste its health benefits.
Just don’t cut too deep.You may never get another chance for the good old cutting ;D