survivor

its been a tough couple of years..sixth grade and up was bad. my eighth grade year, my dad passed away..two months before i entered high school. R>I.P 7/19  i entered 9th grade alone and lost…i hated the world and i had a huge gap in my heart..from 7th til this day, i used self harm as an escape..after my dad passed away from cancer, i didnt eat and i constantly self harmed..a week and a half before homecoming, i lost all my friends due to rumors that everyone made up..saying i slept around and did drugs..none of it ever happened and none of it was true..my family..my mum..she went against me and called me namesand accused me of sleeping around cause her boyfriend told her i was..i went through that year as a ghost..now after all the harming and almost hospital trip to get stitches this past february due to a almost suicide attempt until my boyfriend managed to stop me…i am currently one year from graduating.. and am doing fairly well…i still hear rumors and go through the rough times and act as if im okay constantly but im alive.. i love you guys okay? please be strong. i made it so can you..this was just a small undetailed story..theres much more my friends..but remember i am here for you